Porthole

Should I move?

My nerves have been shot. Could barely move yesterday. Did quite a bit of cleaning today. Had a friend over which helped. I haven't had anyone inside my place for over one year.

They are working on the bridge so they need to inspect this building in the morning. Hence, the freak-out and cleaning.

This afternoon another friend got ahold of me. There's a 1 1/2 bedroom available in a great location. Stopped by today and looked into the empty windows. Tomorrow (today) I will check the inside. It's twice as much space as here.

BUT:

It costs $500 more per month when everything is included. Utilities are separate while here they are included (better for my nerves here than there). 5 steps instead of 42 (much better). So much more space! I could have a cat and a garden!

BUT:

I wouldn't necessairly have the money to travel. And rent etc. would be 50% of my income. Yes, I have the money. Yes, I could do it but... a lease instead of the month-to-month I have had here for 12 years. Location is awesome. I can imagine myself there.

Did I mention $500? As my one friend pointed out: I could free up space where I am by getting rid of stuff. If I needed a garden plot I could rent one as well. Cat? Why not?

I'm conflicted. But... such a nice place... but... $500.

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