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Is there anywhere my heart can flourish?

Is there anywhere my heart can flourish or can it flourish anywhere? I do not know that answer.

I wrote that to Deelyte- Chillin' today.

I grab what happiness I can, wherever I am, but when my nerves go it's all I can do to just hang on. I'm really unhappy about the choices in front of me. It was simpler when I had no choice at all.

Montana? Why not. At worse it is an experience. Missoula? I really REALLY liked it there in December when the weather was awful. I can see me walking around town, hanging out downtown, going to the university, making new friends. The expense ... worries me. I have enough money to make a good choice; not enough to make a poor one twice.

I'm reading about roses today. I'm avoiding the future. It's what I'm good at. I'm focusing only on today. But sooner or later decisions must be made. I can stay and be comfortably miserable or take a chance on happiness and leave.

Kansas: 80.0° and calm after the storms of yesterday, before the storms of today.

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