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Hello, my name is Amelia and I'm a fatty. (everyone) Hello Amelia. Okay, so that's probably not how Overeaters Anonymous meetings start, but the fatty part is true. I'm turning the big 3-0 in a couple of days and this is so not what I wanted my body to look like. But don't cry for me Argentina, the truth is I love food. Love it. And no, I didn't have some horrible childhood or anything like that. That's not why I eat. I just love food. I've had to watch my weight my entire life, but it wasn't that big of a struggle until I graduated from high school. I was constantly active in athletics back in the day, so maintaining my physique was effortless. But here I am 85 pounds later. The weird part is that I know I'm a big girl, but when I look in the mirror I don't see a fat cow. But when I came home from vacation and saw myself in some of the pictures I was like, "Fatty, fatty two-by-four, can't get through the bathroom door." Holy shit. Not the same image I see in the mirror. It was kind of an awakening. So I've decieded to do something about it. And my 3 readers out there get to go on the journey with me. What I'm about to disclose is extremely embarrassing for me, but I think that by actually putting myself out there it makes it more real and then I'll be forced to change my lifestyle. Okay here it is... I weigh 214 pounds and I wear a tight size 16, loose 18. Oh yeah, and I'm only 5'3". Yep, the same height as Carnie Wilson. She still looks huge but she weighs less than me. How do I know this you might ask?? Another one of my guilty pleasures...Celebrity Fit Club. YIKES!!! ![]() |