Marv's Mind

Day #5 of too fucking long

so here i am. nothing capitalized, hardly any punctuation. my arms burn just trying to type. this entry may take 2 hours. rest....

what an interesting few days i have had. i am 100 percent dependent on others, especially in the private aspects of life. i am humble, patient and have no dignity left. i am tired but not down and out. i am trying hard to keep my spirits high cuz i figure if i sit and moan, bitch and whine...it will be a long ass 6-8 weeks.

zoo is wonderful! he makes me smile, helps with everything and doesn't complain or make me feel guilty. i have utterly screwed our family financially. i will be docked at least 6 weeks pay. zoo says not to worry cuz we will get through this. i am fighting back tears at this very moment. i am so lucky to have him. thanks for all you do, zoo. i love you.

-Marv-