A little something about nothing

Looking for Summer?

In the last year or two summer has become one of my least favorite seasons. I've never been a huge fan of the heat/humidity; however, the last year or two I have been overly unhappy with the way I looked in my summer clothing. Winter is easy, ya can layer and hide things!

I am happy to say that this weekend I made an attempt to lay out. NO, not in a full bathing suit; however, I had a bikini top on with shorts. Well, I had to be laying down in order for my shirt to come off...makes your belly look flatter while you lay down! Mind you this was only in the backyard and the only person around was Mark...baby steps, right?! Fret not world, it will be a while before my belly makes it public debut!!

The funny thing was for the first time in over 5 years, maybe even 10 years, Mark exposed his stark white chest to the sun. Okay, I knew I had lost any romantic feelings I had for Mark...at least thought I had anyway, but seeing him without a shirt reinforced my thoughts. Now, me being a single women for way too long I should be somewhat excited to see a bare male chest, right? NOPE!! Sad to say, but his thin body and skinny arms reminded me of an akward teenager. He'd kill me if he knew I was saying this, but it is true!! This does make me happy though, my thoughts were confirmed, I have absolutely no spark of romantic feeling for him...YIPPEE!!!