A little something about nothing

Nerves

Tomorrow I have to scary events happening...court and a physical.

The only time I was in a court room before was to be part of a jury, which I loved by the way. Yes, I know, I am a dork, but I did truly enjoy every aspect of jury duty.

I am nervous because I have to stand in front of a judge admitting I did wrong and pleading to his generous side in hopes to have the points waived from my ticket. I feel like a little kid going to their parents telling them I wrecked the car, I am willing to fix it, but please don't ground me. Oh yea, that would go over real well!!

As for the physical, I am always nervous before I go. I always fear there is going to be some hidden ailment I am not aware of. Especially after learning recently about my grandfather and my uncle being diagnosed with cancer. Cancer and a heart attack have always been my two biggest fears of having; however, deep in the back of my mind I knew I was worrying about it too much. But now...I'm not so sure...this year has made it apparent it truly can happen to anyone...age, gender, kind hearted, big meany, healthy, or unhealthy...it doesn't seem to have any pattern.

Let's just keep our fingers crossed that I am worrying over nothing like usual!