The Chill Kid with the Cool Hat

Well, that's over now

Hehe, great entry after so long. We're good and now everything is gone. No more Andrea. 5/8/3 - 7/5/3. Just about two months. I don't really know what happened. Maybe we went waaaay to fast. Maybe I lost interest. I don't really know. I just kind of got uncomfortable in the relationship. Not the kind of uncomfortable that the Fedex guy gets. Just regular uncomfortableness. I'm begining to think that I can't really date anyone and hold a relationship. I can't stay with one girl for awhile. I like to mingle around. Just kinda be out there and be available for whatever comes my way and then still be available. I don't really know. After college would be a good time to start a relationship with someone. Give me some time to settle.

I can't deny that Andrea has been one of the greatest girlfriends I've had. I had a lot of fun, I liked being with her, taking her places, everything. But something just clicked and I didn't want it anymore. She took it very dramatically. I want to still hang out and all. Just not get involved in anything. I don't know if I can get involved in anything with any other girls.

I know I've never been in love. I've thought I was a bunch of times, but I know I haven't been now. I know because love doesn't go away. Love stays. Not for awhile, not for years, it's there forever. I'm sorry Andrea, I really did think I was in love, but I'm the asshole for making you believe what I believed. Hopefully things will be alright.