Monkeys

How is it???

How is it that one person can affect so many people in literally so many different ways?????

Why is this allowed to be? I mean, when it is a positive affect, it is all good, but when so much negativity comes of it, it is not all good.

There is a serious amount of whatever going on in our household, and this is a good thing and a bad thing. Bad thing because everything is all disrupted, but a good thing because eyes and hearts are opening, and personally, this is all making me want to strive harder for God.


*Sorry, this is just a bunch of random thoughts here....*

But, for the last few days, I have needed a heartfelt hug that says "it is going to be okay." Because there is a lot that makes me wonder. I know it will, somewhere in the back of my head, because everything will be okay in the end, and if it is not okay, then it is not the end yet. But reassurance is a wonderful wonderful thing. And I don't have a lof of it right now.

Tonight, I have a feeling that all will come to a head, and all will fall apart. And that is okay. Because, regardless of what some people may or may not think, we need to have it out, and find otu what we all want, and how to get it, or if we even can.

But pray people pray.

I hate the bubble man.