Monkeys

Patrick

<Kelly says:
I want you to know i could not come and say good bye to you
Bek says:
i know....
Bek says:
i figured as much
Bek says:
but you could have...we all stood on the porch crying
Kelly says:
i just knew i would cry and i did not want pat to see me upset too
Bek says:
i know
Kelly says:
but him and i cried sunday night
Bek says:
awwwwwwwww

Bek says:
i was determined not to let him see me cry, and i was doing really good.
Bek says:
i hugged and kissed him, told him i loved him, he said the same
Bek says:
i stood up toi leave, and he put a package of tissues in my pocket "just in case you need to cry"
Kelly says:
we sat in jessie's room and he started to cry and said "" I will never see her again"" and started to cry and then i cried with him and told him we will see you again
Bek says:
then i did
Bek says:
of course!!!!!
Bek says:
i will be back>

That is a conversation via IM that I had today with Patrick's mom. Broke my heart. The good news? Patrick called me this afternoon. :):)
He called to say he loves me and misses me, and is it okay to cry? I said yes, it is. He then told me, "Good, because I already did." And then told me about he and his mom crying Sunday night. I told him that I would be back to see him, and then we talked about school, and whatnot,and i gave him my address. By the time he put his mom on the phone, he was already making me a valentine to send. Kelly said that the sparkle was already back in his eye. That did my heart some good. I am so glad that he is okay now. I was wondering about that.....

This morning, I actually dreamt about him. He was jumping on my bed singing "I love you, a bushel and a peck, you bet your pretty neck I do..." And when I woke up, I was literally smiling. As I woke up...that was weird! But a good weird.

Just some thought on Patrick....:)

~A Smiling Bek