Fighting the Current

long distance

I've noticed that I've been online a lot more recently. That bothers me. I have so much to read, to write, homework to do... And I don't. I get the homework done by class time (95% of the time), but the rest never gets done.

I need to look up publishing information. I have a week off coming up. I might be able to send stuff away then. Or at least send for magazine samples. I'm never going to "get around to it". I should just sit down and do it.

"Sleeping to escape reality, but you like it like that..." - "Fiction," Orgy

Usually when I say that I really don't want to be in school I don't mean it. This morning, for whatever reason I had absolutely no desire to be in school. Physics (a double period today) crawled by so slowly. I just wanted to go home and crawl back in bed for at least a day and a half... I wasn't tired... I should have been doing my history homework during or between the periods, but apathy took over. Didn't end up doing it, skimmed the textbook in history itself. I'll write out the answers either tomorrow or over the weekend. After Physics I recovered for the most part.

Just remembered I have to make a card. Or not... looks like my mom might have some that don't say "Alzheimers Awareness" on the back... Or so...

Course selection is so stressful. Tentatively, my courses for next year are AP Latin: Vergil, Theology (no choice...), AP Biology, Psychology, AP English, English: Creative Writing and/or Mythology, (AP?) Calculus... Almost any of that is subject to change. I need to speak with my Precalc teacher and the English chair tomorrow. And the Science chair if there's time...

Was nominated for the math honor society. Debating joining. I can tutor Algebra well enough, but I really don't want to do math competitions. "But it would look so good on your transcript..." I'm not one to do something just because it impresses other people.

I have to get a shower before we lose hot water. The hot water heater still is not working properly. Then I have to come downstairs and make a card.