Journal

reality check

In my old school i was the top of my class. I had a 4.0 and everything. Last spring i was awarded some presidental honors thing; i thought i was smart. well this year has sort of proved me wrong. there are people wayyyyyy smarter then me. i am just barely better then avrage. at my old school i could do a half assed job and get an a. i know if i tried my hardest here i could get an a but right now i am stuck mentally on being lazy and succeding. i am failing algebra because i can't get into gear! ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!