Monkeys

Journal Entry

You know what really sucks? The fact that tonight,after work, Eric could be on his way up here. Why does that suck? Because it isn't
going to happen. Nope Nope. I am truly sad that he isn't coming up for Thanksgiving. Why? Because he is one of the things that I am most
thankful for this year, and I would love to be spending time with him on the day in which we truly give thanks. But nooooooooo. Did he ever
tell me that he was coming up for Thanksgiving? No. Did he even lead me to believe that he might? No. But, me, being the #$% that I am,
basically set myself up for a fall. And got it. Yeah. I would so love for him to just show up at my door.........still. Knowing he can't.

Okay- so it's Wednesday now- I started that last night. And saved it. Yeah- forget the first part. I left it in- cuz it was a mini venting session. Andthat is what this is all aboot. This cannot be held against me.
uh huh. So, I slept very little last night, Heather is sick, and was coughing all night.....so......yeah. And I had my favorite 5 year old in bed with me. Not that that is a problem......but I did get kicked in
the breast bone- which is what I am off of work for. But hey- it's all good.

My little brother spent a few hours here yesterday. It was his birthday- 20.
It was wonderful. I can't remember a time where we didn't fist fight or swear at each other. So. yeah.

Gotta go for now- lots of pre-holiday things to do.

~Bek