Monkeys

A bit aboot me!

Okay- so it's like this. Last July, I got married. July 28, 2001. I was almost 20, and he was just 19. No, I wasn't pregnant....lol. So, this past June 21, 2002, I came home from work to find a half empty house and a 3 page letter on the bed. He was gone. Oh yeah, did I mention that we were in the process of an adoption? Yeah- we were. But anyway, he somehow found himself an internet girl friend....from Colorado, who flew out here in July. Nice huh?

No, I have to jump back a bit, to the early summer of 1999. I met this guy named Eric online. (He lived in Missouri) He and I talked online daily that entire summer, and then when I left for college, and had no internet access, he wrote to me. I lost contact with him for several months, and then found him again. Last year, when my husband and I couldn't have a baby, he was there, telling me "all in God's time." Then, when Jay left me, he was there, telling me that if it was God's will, everything would work out. Then in September, after having known each other online, and on the phone for 3 years, we decided to meet. So, in October, he and his friend kato came to New York. For one whole week.

I cannot tell you what a difference one week with thse guys has made in my life. I mean, a month later, I still catch myself thinking that they will be here when I wake up. Oh how I wish...it all seemed so much better when they were here.

So, what is going on now? Well, the divorce is supposedly going to be final by the end of January. At which time I am moving. I cannot wait. To be away from NY, my job....everything. All the pressure will be gone. What a day that will be!

Well, now that we are pretty much caught up, it'll just be day to day stuff, k?

Tata for now!

Bek