Fighting the Current

too much to do... to think about...

My eyes are going crossed. I am honestly sick to my stomach. I have been studying Physics for two hours already (and have not done any other homework--not that I have much) and it has made me realize that I really do not have any idea of what I'm doing. I thought I did. I thought I was getting better. I just did about ten problems that looked nothing like what I've been doing, but at least I got those. The next couple seem vaguely like what most of the test will be on, but I have no idea what to do for them. And our book has no answers in it for the major problems!

I'm freezing. And I have to go back up to my room to study. My room is the coldest room in the house in the winter aside from the sunroom (which is all glass) and the attic (which has no insulation). My room is also the coldest room in the summer, which is definitely a plus.

The bottom step is splintering from the dog's claws I think. I pulled an inch-long splinter out of my foot. Good thing I was wearing socks or it would have broken the skin completely. I don't think it did, but my foot still hurts in that spot.

Listening to that Egyptian MIDI again.

And I keep getting chills tonight.

I need to study Physics more. I was so confident going in...

I also need to finish Act Two of Macbeth.

I use too many "I"s in these journal entries.

God, I hope I'm not getting sick. I can't get sick this week or this weekend. I don't know if I can get sick until Christmas.

I'm so tired... I just want a month off... I want to sleep a month... Wake me up when we're at war.

There is too much to do.

Today has not been a good day at all. Okay, yeah there were some good points to today, but they were few and way too far between...

If I told my mom I wasn't feeling well, she'd tell me to go to sleep. Sleep cures all ills.

I just answered another instant message out loud! What's wrong with me?

I have to go back to Physics...