Fighting the Current

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I feel sick, but I'm not. I want to cry, but I can't cry now. I want to sleep, but I know I wouldn't be able to.

My eyes have been watering when they want to for days. It's not allergies. I'm not fighting tears. They just want to water... maybe there's a hole in the dam.

Every day something new to worry about, and some old things reappearing. Everything changing too quickly, without changing at all....

Not a particularly bad day, no specific event at all. Just everything happening within the span of too short a time...

To top it, my music downloader isn't working right and keeps restarting all of my almost finished files. Of course it can't screw up the ones I really don't want as much.

I really wish I had had more of a summer. Although I don't regret having less schoolwork... Not that I've felt like doing any recently anyway.

And in the big wide world, leaders decide what our fate will be...