Blog: tracker's place

It went like this

Monday
September 25, 2023
9:51 PM

I wrote a letter asking for forgiveness to reconcile with a very close friend. I was ready to mail it today. I went into a game you play with others and saw there was a resignation rather than a play with the person. That told me where I stand. I may revise the letter or not send one at all. I am leaning toward sending one much shorter than hashing over old stuff. Yes, that's the ticket and what I will do.

tracker

UPDATE 9/27/23: I wrote a new letter and mailed it yesterday. I sent her a gift I had promised a few weeks ago. It was delivered today. It is just not like her to not respond. I feel so much better today. I have no more tears. I have a sense of calm about it. I had my say and unless she refuses the letter, she will know I want to reconcile. After that, I have no control.