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** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Indulge yourself in the secret mental musings of this Sykopian Princess... You're bound to find something to amuse yourself with in here. But don't say I didn't warn ya! Of what, you ask?  Why, we don't speak of it!"Invalid Entry"  Wonder what my handle means? Read this: "Invalid Entry"
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It's about time I got a routine going that isn't based on school or work or anything that changes too frequently, so this is where it's gonna begin! The one thing that has been fairly constant in my life is WDC and all my friends here. So maybe if I keep up with things on here, I can keep up with ME! ...Granted, that leaves the risk of WDC addiction relapse, but I'm willing to take it.  I tend to be terrible at keeping up a regular sort of blog in any format.  I've seen several out there keep up with their goals and things in there blog, and that might could be useful to me, so I think I'll try that. Maybe I'll even keep ya'll updated on real life, too.   I'll need time to think about that . . But this is a new beginnings, so I'll make a fresh start:
And a little fun to ice the cake!  (Thanks to Mumsy! Mumsy  )A - Age: 21 (yay! ^^) B - Bed size: I think it's a Queen size...  C - Chore you hate: dishes  D - Dog's name: he's not *my* dog, but...Ein E - Essential start your day item: kitty snuggles! F - Favorite color: PURPLE (duh )G - Gold or Silver: usually silver H - Height: 5'9" I - Instrument in school: clarinet, flute, piano J - Job title: student K - Kids: umm...my cat Newo L - Living arrangements: 3-BR townhouse w/ my bf Paul, Sam (she's a girl people!), and Mike M - Mom's name: Mum N - Nicknames: Hermy, Boo, Boo Boo Kitteh, Boomione, HermyBoo, Kitteh, Jello Boo , Stephie, Stephie-Pooh...I'm sure I missed a few! O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth of child: umm...the only time I can remember was actually for my nephew's birth, so..IDK! P - Pet Peeve: when people complain and do nothing about it (provided they can) Q - Quotes you like: "I could live the straight life if I wanted...but I'd still have lesbian dreams!" ~me! R - Right or left handed: right S - Siblings: one biological sister . . but I can't forget my "twinnie"! ⭐Princette♥PengthuluWrites   T - Time you wake up: depends what day it is and what I have to do . . but lately it's been around 11am otherwise U- Underwear: usually V - Vegetable you dislike: spinach W - Ways you run late: VERY! oversleeping, missing the bus, blame the man for getting home late . . and the ever popular bus being late  X - X-rays you've had: dental . . and probly eyes, but i don't remember it if i did Y - Yummy food you make: mmm...Rocky Road Brownies Z - Zoo favorite: Big Cats!! MRROWR! *giggles* |
| Rollercoaster: My life iz one. If only we'd ridden more of them at Six Flags . . Da penguin iz here! We've been having loads of fun. YES, snuggling is fun! *giggle* Of course, I still can't manage to get her to trust the water enough to teach her to swim...Anyway, the car broke down while Paul was out taking his brothers to the pool today . . . So I called in to tell 'em I couldn't make it to work, since I wouldn't have a ride (and the buses weren't even running today). But Brian (the manager) didn't believe me ~ thought i was making an excuse to get the holiday off. Paul said when he called to talk to him for me that he said I was fired if I didn't come in today...Well...I didn't. Instead, I spent the day with da Pengywin and watched the Cubs/Cards game with Paul when he got home. Oh, and I saw a few fireworks from down the street while I was closing the windows. Also, a store in Indiana flooded, so they're cutting hours at other stores to try to get the money back . . and right now, I don't have any hours next week anyway. So I'm debating if I even wanna bother paying to take the bus to get there tomorrow |
| I kinda knew this would happen, but somehow I don't think I ever could actually be prepared for it. I've only been home for three days and already I'm being lied to by my mother about my computer. She's apparently had issues with getting the box with which to send it in. But could she tell me that? NOOOO... She told me she'd sent it in WEEKS ago! She could have told me she was having issues with it. I would've been fine with it. I just hate it when she lies to me for no damn good reason. She's also already sent me on a few guilt trips about only being here a week. I'm used to those, but they're still annoying as crap and NO good for my emotions. It definitely doesn't help that my two best friends are upset about me moving ~ and for the same reasons: I'm not gonna be here for long and they're afraid I'll never come back. *sigh* Isn't it Friday yet? . . . I'm ready to go back home already.  |
| Ok, so . . . If you don't already know, I decided to move a bit early. I wasn't finding a job back at Mum's, so Paul suggested I come for a "visit" and start looking for a job up here. So I did. . . . And I found one! I'm gonna be a cashier at Kroger, but I won't start til after the Reonion. Speaking of . . . Reonion's in less than two weeks! I can't wait! If the guy calls me to come in for my paperwork this week, I'll be going back to Mum's Saturday. If not, it'll be after I do that on Monday or Tuesday. Hopefully he lets me come in and do it so I can go back Saturday, cuz Mum'll probly be even more PO'ed if I don't come home then. I'm thinking of starting a new blog soon, too . . . But I don't know what to call it yet. Any suggestions?Anyway, I've pushed record on Rent so I can watch it tomorrow, and Paul's already gone to bed . . . So I'm gonna go collect my snuggles! |
| ....must be out to get me. Yesterday, I woke up to my mother wanting me to help her in the yard at our other (older) house. I obliged, for no other reason than to not have to listen to her later. When we got there, though, we found the house had been broken into and ransacked, and they'd stolen our good TV! ...I found my favourite shirt that I thought I'd lost, though. I finished calling the schools about FinAid and stuff. I was administratively withdrawn from classes at ASU for non-payment, even though I'd applied for Financial Aid. I was told that I needed my official transcript from ATU to get FinAid, even though I'd signed a form that said I had 30 days to get it in. I guess that was only for admissions, though. I can't get my ATU transcript unless I pay them, though, so . . . I'm stuck in a rut. Apparently, I wouldn't let me re-enroll anyway, even if I did pay in full right now, so I guess it doesn't matter. SO, it looks like I'm either gonna havta start all over again (as though I just graduated) or get a job and wait until I can pay off ATU . . . *sigh* Darned decisions. ....and now I just wanna go home. It doesn't help any that Mother's pressuring me to go to LSU, either. She thinks I should "make him move, too." Well, Mom . . we already considered that. It ain't an option no mo'! But will she listen? Nooooo... |
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!  I had a MAH-velous birthday weekend! Granted, it started out pretty crappy, but . . the rest of it made up for it. Thursday nite, I ended up staying up all nite. As a result, my Friday "started" with my mother complaining about how I had stayed up all nite. This continued the rest of the day that we were alone. She took me up to ASU@Beebe (where I'm to be taking classes online starting next week) to straighten out transcript issues and other stuff so I could go ahead and register for my classes and all that jazz. We got all that taken care of, so she at least can't gripe about THAT anymore ~ HA! After we got all that done, we came home and got our stuff together for a ROAD TRIP! Yeah, okay, so it may not sound exciting to you . . but I'm a band geek, so road trips take on a whole new meaning! We went and picked up FiFi and z-2-tha-izzle (Lizzie) and just started driving. We had decided we definitely wanted to go swimming, but since A) it was a little too cold for some people and B) I had orchestra rehearsal on my actual birthday (Sunday), we found a hotel with an indoor pool to stay in once we reached the state line. We three girls stayed up most of the nite (well, ok, I slept since I was already running on NO sleep and the other two stayed up all nite ) and chatted away while Mum slept so she could drive home. We went swimming early Saturday before check-out time and wandering around to do a little shopping before we went home. Sounds simple, but I had fun! I needed a little time to not have to worry about mum/school/job/moving and all those other stresses. SO that was my MAH-velous weekend! It's the only "present" I really got from Mum, but Paul got me a beautiful silver necklace that has my name on it. Apparently I have more in the mail still. That boy spoils me . . I love him to death. NOW . . A survey, just cuz I couldn't resist and wanted to take a break to do one . . . 1. I've come to realize that my boobs: ღ ~ May not be anything significant, but they're just right for me. 2. I've come to realize that when I drive: ღ ~ It's never because I want to anymore. 3. I've come to realize that, when I love someone: ღ ~ I get waaaay too clingy.  4. I've come to realize that I need: ღ ~ A life. 5. I've come to realize that I lost: ღ ~ A LOT from one stupid little thing.... 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: ღ ~ My friends are sad. 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: ღ ~ Then I must be either in love or very sleep-deprived, cuz I don't drink! 8. I've come to realize that money: ღ ~ Has no value until it's spent. 9. I've come to realize that people: ღ ~ Do NOT fit into stereotypes . . . No matter how much they may try. 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be: ღ ~ A hopeless romantic. 11. I've come to realize that I drink alot of: ღ ~ Tea! And Dr. Pepper. And chocolate milk. OR just whatever happens to be available . . 12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried I was: ღ ~ Last nite. 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is: ღ ~ Good for nothing more than an address book when my mother's around. 14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning: ღ ~ I didn't slept all day. 15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night : ღ ~ I say I'm going to go to sleep after this one thing, but that always turns into twelve more things. 16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: ღ ~ A LOT of things: July, Someday, my stories, wishing my baby wasn't sick, wishing I could at least hold him when he is, wondering why the Easter Bunny lady hasn't called me back yet, . . . 17. I've come to realize that babies: ღ ~ Are adorabubble! ^.^ 18. I've come to realize that when I get on WDC: ღ ~ I'm surrounded by friends! 19. I've come to realize that today I : ღ ~ Had every right to cry, be annoyed, or stress out . . . and yet I DIDN'T! 20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: ღ ~ SLEEP...maybe? Just maybe? o.O 21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: ღ ~ Have orchestra rehearsal, just like every other Wednesday. 22. I've come to realize that I really want to: ღ ~ Do something I've never done before.... While reading and answering the "questions" in this survey/quiz thingy, I started to think of other things I've realized. I've come to realize that my mother still thinks I can't make my own decisions. I've realized that Paul isn't gonna understand how I feel about things if I don't start telling him. I realize that NOTHING WORTH FIGHTING FOR IS GOING TO BE EASY. I know that I'm going to have to stand up to my mother. *kicks self in the rear* Now to just do it.  In other news: I really think I've got this Easter Bunny job! That is, if the lady remembers to call me back. |
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| How many times do I need to tell her?!? She doesn't get it. She keeps saying I "can't afford to go out-of-state" yet. Maybe she's not aware just how serious I am about moving? But how do I continue to repeat it to her without getting too emotional? *sigh* I'm going to do this. I want to; I need to. It's time for it. But I don't know how to talk to her about it any more than I already have. As much I've worked on speaking up and telling people when I have a problem, I still can't manage to when it's Mum. I always feel like I'm having to convince her to let me do stuff. I dunno if it's just cuz she doesn't listen or because she doesn't trust me as well anymore . . . But I really do wanna try to make something from my life, and I'm just trying to find a method to get there that works. Apparently, being here isn't helping much. Ok, I'm done ranting . . . For now. I've been working on transfer stuff and looking at schools in IL. Anyone wanna take over some of my decisions for me? |
| Less than a month 'til my birthday now!! And yesterday was Mum's birthday, but I had orchestra rehearsal last nite for the church Easter program. So we're going to the movies to see Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium tonite instead. |
Finally, my procrastination has produced RESULTS!! 
Too bad it's still the wrong results . . . Anyway, I'm sure I've got some of you hanging on the edges of your seats waiting to see what I'm thinking and what I've decided about college and Illinois, so I guess I'll take a moment (more like an hour LOL) and update to let you all know! Paul and I have spent several nites, both before and after the nite I wrote "Invalid Entry" , exploring the depths of my thoughts. Scary, I know~I was there! I'm not sure why, but somehow talking to him or ⭐Princette♥PengthuluWrites always helps me to think about things.  Maybe it's because one or both of them seem to already understand most everything . . . {e:pensive} I've decided that I AM going to move ~ Just not quite yet. After discussing things with my mother, I've found that, according to the Federal Aid people, if I transfer to another school this semester I'll get at least half of the aid promised to me. Apparently the withholding of aid thing was just at Tech. Oh well, I don't get it either, BUT the point is, there's a possibility to get it back! So I found a school that has a term starting in March, and if all goes according to plan, I'll be going there for the rest of the semester. Financial aid problems should be solved once all the paperwork and whatnot goes through. As the next order of business, I had been planning to take a few summer courses anyway again to catch up on hours. Before, I was going to be required to take summer classes as part of keeping my FinAid at Tech, but now that I'm not planning on going there anymore . . However, I still wanna take at least a few hours over the summer to kinda catch up a little since I'm behind now. THEN, in July, I'm moving. I've decided that this is the best choice for me to make if I expect to get space from my mother anytime soon. I truly want to figure out what I want to do with my life, rather than having half of it practically dictated to me by whether or not I can convince my mother that it's a good idea. I'd have to decide what college to go to for August anyway, so I feel it's a good time to look at colleges in Illinois and simply transfer somewhere up there. As for my passions and fears (from last entry), I think the most prominent ones to me right now are right here!  Moving out and being able to be myself has been a passion of mine since high school. However, moving out?!? It's a scary thought by itself, lol. But I can do it! Mommy wow! I'm a big kid now! *giggle* I couldn't resist . . . Also, I found a quote in the comments on the Authors newsletter for this week that I found really inspiring: " *push...nudge* Triumph is just umph added to TRY!" ~ Unfortunately, I can't give her credit, 'cuz she's already deleted her account.  ~ My UMPH this week was my poem..  My TRY will be updating "Invalid Entry" . |
Did I just use the same colour twice in a row?? Okay, just kidding . . . that's not what I wanted to say! I can't believe how relevant this is! "Take Away" And to think finding it was a complete accident . . . I accidentally linked it to Gothy when I was trying to show her something else, and after I sent her the right link, I opened it up and started  . (I always do that when I link a wrong item! I'm not sure why . . . )Anyway, there were two questions God asked her: What's your passion? and What frightens you the most? Well, if you read the entry, and you've read my past few entries, you can probly figure out why it seems so relevant to me right now. But what really stuck out to me was this: "What we fear the most may also be the one thing we're most passionate about." WOW The more I think about that, the more it shocks me!! 'Cuz it's TRUE!!! Anyway . . . I you guyz, but I gotta get my dumb butt in bed! *HUGGZ AND  ES!* |
Take a moment to thank all my friends for being there for me! I'm not going to list them, because I'd hate to miss someone. BUT you know who you are . . . and I LOVE YOU ALL! |
| I wanna be a kitten when I grow up! Why? Because life would be so damn simple: eat, sleep, play in a tissue box, fall asleep in tissue box only to wake up to a can opening in the kitchen . . . yesssss...sounds good to me. What?? I can't be a kitteh?! Dumb life. My appeal was denied. I just wanted to cry, 'til Mumsy Mumsy made me laugh again! My real life mother said she was gonna take me out of school for the semester and make me work if it didn't go through. Don't know how much truth she held in that one, but she seemed pretty serious about me getting a job near home in case it didn't. So it looks like I'm gonna be transferring, at least somewhere, next semester anyway now . . I had a much longer entry earlier, but I'm too annoyed to re-write it all. So you get the synopsis version.I'm afraid I'm losing some of my friends simply because I don't know what to talk to them about anymore. They either don't wanna hear about Paul or I don't wanna upset them by talking about him, and I can't hardly talk about things without bringing him into the conversation half the time, so I just . . . don't. |
<a href="http://icanhascheezburger.com/2007/06/28/halp-now/"><img src="http://icanhascheezburger.wordpress.com/files/2007/06/halp-now.jpg" alt="HALP NOW" /></a><br />moar <a href="http://icanhascheezburger.com">funny pictures</a> http://icanhascheezburger.com/2007/06/28/halp-now it worked in the preview, but not in the post . . i dunno . . I know what I wanna do, and I know what my heart wants, but I don't wanna leave my head out of the equation, either, so . . . I want other's opinions! I'm seriously considering moving to Illinois. I swear I didn't just jump to the idea because I was in Illinois with him for two weeks. I've been thinking about this for quite awhile . . . Longer than Paul even knows about, probly. Honestly, every time he said he wasn't gonna be able to come down here, I thought about it, at least a little. Never thought about it seriously, though, not to the point I would wanna tell my mother or anything, until recently. I think it was about a month or two ago when I really started considering it. I even have a Pro/Con list for it now, after the encouragement to do so from Paul. Here's what I got: Positively, I think I would do far better in school. I would be more focused on school because if I weren't, I'm sure Paul would make me be focused! I also know what Paul says he's gonna do, he's actually gonna do. When my mother disciplines me it doesn't usually work, 'cuz she's tied to do so for years and after years of her not following through, I no longer expect her to do so. And she doesn't anyway. I would have a basically clean slate going into a new school as well, in IL or otherwise, because only my passing grades will transfer and the ones I failed in my first year that are hurting my GPA, etc., won't be there. Also, I wouldn't want to be online quite as much when I don't need to be signed in to notice when Paul's on in order to talk to him. I was certainly more productive online when I was up there, and I usually got offline soon after if not right when he got home. Not having to sleep alone is a big plus, too. I'll actually sleep. I won't be pining all the time like I am now, either! On top of all that, I prefer the colder weather and I REAL SNOW!  I can't forget that being closer to him would greatly affect (and hopefully help!) our relationship and likely inspire me to write more, too, though that has little to do with school. Negatively, I do worry about whether or not things between us would move too fast. I like to think that things seem to be moving faster because of the distance and how little we're actually in one another's presence. But you never know until you try, right? Also, I wonder and worry about what my friends may think about this. I would miss some of them more than others, for obvious reasons, but moving apart, at least physically, is also something we all knew we would have to deal with at some point. I would have to decide on a new school to go to, too. Looking at those statistics, it seems, at least to me, that it would truly be a good idea to do this. If you disagree with any of this, feel free to let me know! I guess the BIGGEST part of this whole equation is my mother. If you've read previous entries, i.e. "Invalid Entry" or "Invalid Entry" or even parts of "Invalid Entry" , you'll know at least part of why I would wanna go to get a little further away from her. She usually doesn't want to give me my space and it seems she doesn't think something is a good idea unless she thought of it first ... or at least thinks she did. Most of her annoyances I might write off as the whole "empty nest" thing and me being her baby and all, but that doesn't change that I am an adult now, that I should be able to make at least a few of my own decisions, and that more than half of the time she just makes me upset. On the other side of that same coin, it frightens me how she'll react when I tell her I wanna do this. I know she'll be at least upset, but as for what degree of completely and utterly pissed, I dunno. And I don't wanna tell her, even though I have to. I know I'll hate to see her sad and know it's all my fault, but again, this would happen sooner or later anyway, so I'd have to deal with it sometime.Now . . .Tell me what you think! Do you think, based on the facts, that I'm making a good decision both educationally and emotionally? I think I am, but I also know that my heart knows how to yell in my ear ~ and it's very loud and VERY clear! If there's any decision I don't wanna be stupid about and rush into without enough thought, it's this one. you all! |
| ...But today was easy. Didn't even get any homework! Well nothing that I didn't already know about that could thus be done if I didn't procrastinate so. I have to write about a masquerade party for CW, but I don't know what I wanna wear yet. Hopefully I figure something out tonight, 'cuz I'll havta write it tomorrow. And now for our regularly scheduled survey. Whaaaa? You thought I could stay away from them or something? Do you not know me at all . . . This one's some "coupley" type survey. I stole it from auric's myspace. Yeah, shush . . . I already admitted that I'm a blog-idea thief! Whatcha gonna do, report me and have me arrested? * ~ * ~ * ~ * 1. What are your middle names? ~ Ryan and Renae 2. How long have you been together? ~ a little over a year... 3. How long did you know each other before you started dating? ~ depends what you count as when we started "dating" 4. Who asked who out? ~ umm . . . well I came onto him, but nobody really asked anybody out 5. How old are each of you? ~ 19 and 22 6. What are your astrological signs? ~ He's a Saggitarius, and I'm a Pisces. 7. How tall are each of you? ~ 5'8" and 6'0" (He's taller )8.Whos mother do you see the most? ~ mine 9. Who’s siblings do you see the most? ~ considering i only met his last month . . . 10. Do you have any children together? ~ nopes 11. What about pets? ~ nuh uh 12. If so, what kind? ~ well . . . i'z wanna kitty 13. Which bill is the hardest on you as a couple? ~ hmm...the cost of actually being together, maybe? 14. Where do each of you work? ~ He works at Garda and I just go to school atm. 15. Is that what you went to school for? ~ I'm at school. lol16. Did you go to the same school? ~ Not yet. 17. Are you from the same hometown ~ Not even the same state! 18. Do you live in the same town now? ~ I wish . . . but no. 19. Who is the smartest? ~ He'd probly say I am. 20. Who is the most sensitive? ~ definitely me 21. Where do you eat out at most as a couple? ~ Mickey D's, maybe? 22. Where do you shop the most as a couple?? ~ watermelon world 23. Where is the furthest you have traveled as a couple? ~ from his house to Decatur . . . i think 24. Who is the most sexual? ~ umm . . . i'd say we're about the same 25. Who has the best group of friends? ~ Well, of course I'll say mine are better. 26. Who has the craziest exes? ~ err . . . neither? 27. Who has the worst temper? ~ Him. I tend to suppress mine. 28. Who does the cooking? ~ Neither of us have cooked anything so far. 29. Who is more social? ~ I am when I wanna be. 30. Who is the neat-freak? ~ Can't really say, but I think I am. . . . In which case, we're doomed. 31. Who is more affectionate? ~ We both are. 32. Who is the most stubborn? ~ I'd say he is. 33. Who hogs the bed? ~ I admit! It's me! But he sleeps on the edge half the time anyway . . . 34. Who wakes up earlier? ~ definitely him  35. Where was your first date? ~ in RL? on my couch okay, okay . . . Fazoli's with my mum or watching Phantom together in the hotel room ~ take your pick LOL36. Who said I Love You first? ~ I'm pretty sure I did . . . 37. Who does more of the driving? ~ He does. I don't have a car, and I'm not too fond of his, either. 38. Who has the bigger family? ~ extended, I dunno...but his immediate family is larger 39. Do you give/get flowers often? ~ when we're actually together, yes 40. How do you spend the holidays? ~ wrapped up in each other's arms, when we can 41. Who is more jealous? ~ we're not really jealous people.. 42. Do you have little names for each other? ~ the Jello Boo not nickname her Paulie-bear? inconcievable! 43. How long did it take to get serious? ~ depends on your definition of "serious" . . . |
Mon/Wed/Fri 10 AM ~ Intro. to Theatre 1 PM ~ Intro. to Creative Writing Tuesday 1 PM ~ Principles of College Success 6 PM ~ Psychology Thursday 1 PM ~ Principles of College Success ONLINE (self-assigned to Thursdays )Technical Writing So far, I have homework in every class, and CW is my favourite. Go figure, huh? It probly helps that my CW teacher talks with his eyebrows more than I do . . . It's quite amusing. |
| We interrupt your regular blogging to insert a placeholder. This entry will be written . . . eventually! Okay, okay, I'll write it! Even though I should probly be doing other things . . . *glares at Flier* *giggle* J/K! ya sweetie! |
| Mothers . . . I'm supposed to be finishing up the tree and going outside to help her rake/burn leaves, but I really don't wanna cuz (1) I hate raking leaves {e:bored} and (2) she just upset me. She's done this sort of thing before, and she does it every time I make plans that don't involve her and disrupt something she "might" have wanted to do. Like today, she's griping about my trip to IL. Okay, so I did know she was gonna try to plan a trip to Cali to visit moosechicken over her vacation... But she neither told me when her vacation was supposed to be nor bothered to buy the tickets yet. And she was the one bugging me about the prices of my IL tix before I got even got the money from Paul! As far as I know, she hasn't talked to them about coming out there, either. NOW she's mumbling about how she was "planning" to go to OK the weekend before I went back to school, though. Well just HOW was I supposed to know about that?!? She hadn't said a single word to me about it until today. It's not like she never talks to me, or I to her even. She acts like I never talk to her, that she "can't talk to me" because I'm on the computer or whatever. Umm . . . did she forget how to ASK?? It's not like I'm not gonna listen ~ well, unless she starts out with attacking me or griping about something like she does half the time. But I really do listen when she genuinely wants to TALK about something. It's just that she usually just gripes about me or her job or something, that or yells at me about stuff. And I hate being yelled at. *sigh* Well now I just feel bad, and if I had paid for it instead of Paul, I would be close to just not going right now. But I miss him too much to not go, and with my emotions on the fritz lately I could really use a good RL snuggling. She's complaining about being alone for New Year's, too. But I can deal with that one. My comeback: "Well I did think about you when I said I wasn't leaving you alone for Christmas!!" Hmph. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ In other, happier, news . . . have a few random facts! ~ My daddy's out of the hospital! Dunno if he got any extra meds or equipment to go home with, but I'm glad he's stable enough to go back home now. ~ My Sissy's gonna be home for Chrissymas! She'll be here the 23rd, so hopefully I'll get to spend some time with her before I leave. ~ Only 9 more days until I go to IL!! I'm totally bouncing with excitement. (Well, when my Mum's not making me upset about it, at least....)And it's almost Christmas, too! ~N~es for all! |
| Okay, Okay, I'll update already! Just leave me alone so I can finish this *ahem* present! I'll just... Oh, I don't know... Distract you all.  With . . . . . . PICTURES! http://atu.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2039477&l=a7564&id=73106507 I know, EVIL, aren't I? *leaves es on the table**runs off to finish her duties* |
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