Love and Hate

The pain I feel will not let me be
I am blinded by the pain
I cannot see
To suffice my mind]
Before it breaks my heart
To stop this suffering
Before more starts
I am lost once again
Now not to be found
I am a mile from above
And a mile above ground
The love I once felt has left me once again
In the war of my love and hate
My hate will win
My heart has been sucked through an
Endless black hole
And all that is left of me
Has gone out of control
I am lost, blind,
Heartbroken
And confused
And all because
I was abused and used
So next time you hurt someone
Or shatter their dreams
Remember what my pain did to me
The hate that will control is about to begin
In the war of my love and hate
My hate will win