So I sit here....

So I sit here, heart cold & gray.
So I sit here, starin at the wall all day.
So I sit here, wishing I could be with you.
So I sit here, knowing you'll never be mine and I never will be yours.
So I sit here, wanting to cry but no tears flow.
So I sit here, wanting to scream but no voice to be heard.
So I sit here, always waiting for someone to take my hand.
So I sit here, lonely because nobody will reach and understand.
So I move there, hoping to find someone just like you.
So I move there, searching for hapiness, peace and truth.
So I move there, tired & torn walking the streets alone.
So I move there, realizing there will never be another you.
So I stand here, observing others kissing, hugging, and in love.
So I stand here, my soul in pain and I am praying.
So I stand here, wanting to die but something tells me to keep on livin.
So I stand here, and catch a glimpse of someone from the corner of my eye.
So I see there, looks like you walking by.
So I see there, you turn around and look me straight in the eye.
So I see there, my soulmate just pass me by.
So I see there, you've now gone so far away.
So I fall here, my tears flowing into the drain.
So I fall here, my screams echo and is finally heard and I am in so much pain.
So I fall here, and hear you whisper in my ear.
So I listen there, you tell me you love me and everything is going to be o.k.
So I listen there, your voice warm & beautiful as you take me by the hand.
So I listen there, as you tell me to sit here.
And you move there closer to me.
And you stand here, right next to me, as I see you there, fall here, right into me.
We hold on to each other dearly.
So I lay here, alarm clock ringing.
So I lay here, awaken & realizing this is all just a dream.