I Don't Deserve You

I love you with all of my heart
I don't deserve you
After all I've put you through
I don't deserve you
I will always love you
You will always be in my heart
I'm sorry I hurt you
I know now I don't deserve you

People say that you're not good enough for me
But in reality, you're too good for me
I've lost your trust
I don't deserve you
I've said things I want to take back
Hurtful things
Things I never should have said
Private things
Which is why I don't deserve you

I was stupid, I was naive
I'm too honest for my own good
They say I don't deserve this pain
That I'm not at fault
That I shouldn't beat myself up
But that's all I want to do
Because I've hurt the most important
Guy in my life

They threatened not to talk to me
After I beat myself senseless
That there is no reason
For me to hate myself
For me to say I don't deserve you
They say I deserve the best
You were the best, always will be
But I've ruined it
Ruined it for you, ruined it for me

I wish I could take it back
I love you
But they say I don't know what love really is
Just because I refuse to believe
That you still love me
I know you hate me now
I hate myself too
I'll never find true love
I've lost it all in one night

I'd ask for you to forgive
But I'm not worthy of your forgiveness
I'd ask for you to still love me
But it's impossible to ask for
My life is broken
I've lost a piece of myself last night
I'm sorry for what I did
All you'll ever hear
Will be me saying sorry
And that I don't deserve you