Let Me Start Writing Then

The current status of the world feels like a movie. I know I'm not alone in this thought. It's like a scripted series on the most downloaded programming app. It's all predictable at this point. The main characters and what they'll do next. What will Trump's actions be and what nonsense will Biden try to verbalize during the next awkward public appearance. It feels a tad nauseating swaying with the waves that have become reality.

But still, in the mix of everything, we still need to continue on with our daily lives and provide for our family. I'm finding that rather difficult in a country that generously welcomes single mothers under their wing. But at a devastating cost to the mother, or father for that matter. Becoming reliant on state aid is not on my agenda. Not even for a boost. I want to support my child and home by working for it. As we're all supposed to be doing. Unfortunately, I find myself in a life where I am not able to raise my daughter AND work easily.

In the summer of 2019, conveniently before the plandemic and forced vaccinations ... before I continue - I refuse to sugarcoat what has happened to us. It was a plandemic through and through. Anyways, the Great State of New York happily took the option of Religious Exemptions as a choice to send our children to school. Sending them free from the toxins required by NYS to attend public schools. The public schools that I and many other New Yorkers so kindly pay for in taxes. Leaving me with the only option to homeschool.

Lily will be 5 in September. She won't be able to experience her first bus ride to kindergarten, hanging her backpack, finding her desk, and making new friends. Not by any choice of mine. My choice would be to send her to school so she can gain the traditional experience of school. It was not my choice to have public schools forcing masks, forcing ridiculous ideas, and mandates. They put money first, the virus was known from the beginning to have a low death rate, especially among children. They sacrificed the education and development of our children for money. What happened from 2020 until current is an absolute nightmare.

My daughter is diagnosed with Neurofibromatosis (NF) and has already had to go through a year of chemotherapy for optic gliomas. She is blind in her right eye; her disorder is neurological, and she can
develop tumors anywhere at any time. You can call me a conspiracy theorist if you'd like, but I do not and will not trust the CDC, the FDA, and the countless "medical professionals" that are pushing unethical and deadly interventions and preventatives onto the public. The poisons being injected into our children are pure evil. I will not be sending my daughter to school until people that love our country and our values are on school boards and religious exemptions are allowed back as an option. Not until, the truth comes out and people are full of common sense again, will I be sending her.

So, this leaves me with needing a work from home job that allows flexibility, so that way I can give my child the best education I can provide. Or I could apply for state aid and taxpayers (including myself oddly) can pay someone roughly $250 a week to care for her while I work and then have to squeeze in schooling somehow. Because I would absolutely have to work full time in order to do so. Now, some may say, "pull up your big girl pants and stop complaining!" To them I say, "screw you!", in the kindest way of course. This is not what America is about, it should not be this way.

I should be able to get a job and raise my daughter comfortably and on my own, with no help from the government. I don't want the government controlling and navigating my life. I don't know many people who would. Every day I will continue searching and applying for options. One day God will provide and my determination will pay off. I will be able to give my daughter a life full of love, kindness, and opportunities. With no help from NYS and the goblins that think they run the show. Other Americans like me will fix this and all our children will proudly sing The Pledge of Allegiance amongst their peers again. United once and for all!