girl

There were tears in her eyes
But no one knew
Since every time she looked up
Her smile grew.
5 There were times in her life
when she was upset
At herself for not
Allowing herself
to express
All the pain in her chest.
10 So she locked herself
in her room
And didn't stop crying
until somebody noticed.
But even then
15 she was so so afraid
She didn't want anyone
to talk to her
About feelings
That she thought were only
20 for people who were lonely.
So she just waited for the phase to pass
But after it wouldn't
she had all these thoughts that were
Driving her crazy.
25 She didn't know why
But she tried so hard to listen
Even though
She knew she shouldn't.
This is the story
30 Of a girl who listened
To the voice
inside
Her small mind.
She won't ever grow up
Or find her first love.
35 For she listened
to those bad thoughts.
This is the life
Of a scared little girl
Who felt so lonely
She left our world.
40 If only
If only
She would have ignored it
She would still be here
To enjoy it
45 So take my advice
And don't let it get you
Don't you want to travel?
Accomplish your dreams?
Make your parents proud
50 By living?
Don't be that girl
Who she thought
was so awfully
alone
55 That she ended her life
Without any warning.
Not a single sound
Not even a peep
Cause it was too late
60 Before she realized
She didn't want it.