Lost In A Hollow Of New Life

What should I do,

because I’m just sitting here

Looking at some ugly hue

With a lot more than a single tear

because all I see

Is black here and there

And now the me
I had been was slivered to a lonely hair



My eyes may shine
With the loss of my life
I don’t know what to do with such a thin line
Holding my life
And my more then one tear
In such a big bowl
With not even an ear open to hear

And my life is lost in a deep hole


I may have lost my life
But before I did
I suffered a worse pain in my life
Even though I hid
My mom and my pop got struck with a knife
And then I got hit
But before I did
Just before the man who was fit
After I had come out from where I hid

I saw the blood
That had been in mom and pop
Dripping sluggishly like mud
And my stomach did a flop
I knew I was already gone
Before I could even sob
Even sing a sweet song of long

I was hit
In the back of my head
By the man who is fit
And I was lost in a bed
Full of black
That stayed for awhile
Before I could hack
Into my exile

Now that pain has healed
But my heart
Which is now sealed
Is like a tart
Will never healed
Never to love
Or to feel
Or be sweet as a dove
For my heart is a ugly color of teal

My heart won't be the same again
because that was had been

I had awhile to fight
My exile
But I gave up my right
To my horrid trial
Of a life
I did not want to go back to a place
That left me without a pop or a mother hen
I had no space
and I did not want to go back again

So I had left behind the world and passed.
But even now
Even though all this has passed I still have asked
Even though know I would of gotten more then one eyebrow
Raised at me, I still asked should I have gone back.
I new it was wrong,
but I knew I would never grow up to be as beautiful as a lilac.
Because my life was just now a sad song.


No matter where I am
No matter if I'm with whom I lost
Even if I do see Abraham
Even if I hate the cost
I still live with the pain
It has hurt me much
And it causes me to rain
But at least I can touch
My mom and pop
Once again
Now I'm on top
And everything that had happened is has been.