A poem about Depression |
You make me happy about the little things, but also make me sad about them too You hurt me, and make me feel different, not including the things that everyone else has been through You pull me down with you, like I'm trapped. Like I'm stuck. You make them feel like this is my fault, with your crybaby tears that 'feed for attention'. My "Alligator tears" have lost their purpose. My heart sometimes feels heavy when you decide, to visit My cries that could be heard for miles are fake, but you are 'there for me'? Your just a phase to people, but I know you're a life- long friend. I go up and down, you make me feel happy for as little as something going right. You make it hard for me just to decide. But the people who leave me, are the ones who tell me, "It's alright". I can't help but feel, worthless, I can't help but feel fear and I can't help feeling... like I want to disappear... They all tell me the same things, "It's okay", "I'm here.", "You're fine.", "It'll go away." "You cry about, everything." I tell them that I need help, I tell ask them to help me, they judge, never listen, or don't understand... But, It'll be okay, they're here for us, We're fine, It's just a phase |