On getting through horrible, dark, trying times. |
Hot days, warm nights, dew point elevated-- perspiration eager. Air conditioning kaput, repair pending (I am on the Lennox list.) It’s like I’m waiting on the fringes of the city, the sun so close at hand, the air a kind of kiln exhalation, my hair thin kindling. Lips raw, cracked, yet no lip balm to assuage them. I seek storm cellars like a mole burned on paws by lit matches. I am my own sauna, so I must rise above this misery and pretend a glacier awaits where I can shush on down, whoop away any flat-footed Emperor Penguins who may be craving krill or crayfish in schools--yes, that is it; I shall mind-dive into the main, into the sea so vast because the mind is vast (oh, convoluted, gelatinous mass!) residing leisure-like behind my eyes, skull-housed allowing me to be me. Imagination, power, vigor; a mitigator of heat surround, of atmospheric closeness which constricts like a fist...oppression. AC ineffective. Noise--no comfort. Like a politician on the stump blowing hot air, yet acting cool. Thus I will act--yea, I shall enter stage left, and mull the heat awhile, then idle on as neural pathways allow, and climb Mount Everest with a Sherpa or two, and plant a flag in eon’s-old ice, and think that I, too, am cool as a cucumber. 40 Lines Writer’s Cramp Winner 5-28-16 |