With Time

My days run together years after cancer

I've grown to accept the way I have become
I've become isolated...

People make up the cruelty in society
People are unkind and tend to be fake around me
People were friends but no longer speak to me

I try to consider the future but see no inspiration

Had a business, Had a marriage in another part of my life but it all fell apart
Children became the main focus of my life
They needed all my attention with everything was falling apart

I was all alone and felt the world was coming to an end
I had to be strong but was hiding feeling so blue

I'm crying but should be rejoicing since the cancer is gone

See pain in my life as it tears me apart
Drains me of all hope

The trauma reflects the loss of hope in my eyes
My broken soul and broken heart killed the light of hope in my eyes
The moment for me has passed and I see no hope

Look not into my lonely soul, crying out for love
Look past the hole in my neck, hole in my soul
Look how real I am, I feel I have a second chance

You have the power to make me smile,
a tender touch of love to bring hope back into my life.

Just need a chance..