Take This to Heart

Today I cried water droplets.
Not like rain or water.
Tear drops.
They fell really fast down my cheek.
I really didn't want them to be there.
So I wiped them off.
But they came right back.

So I thought..

A few minutes passed and I thought of a girl.
Much prettier than me.
I wondered where she was, why she wasn't here anymore.
I started to bleed a little..
It was pleasant at first.
Then it got really annoying.
I tried to wipe it off.
But it came right back.

So I thought..

Maybe I should listen to my thoughts.
Nothing is going to make you happier..
than unhappiness.
Be sad.
Don't think about the good things..
you're only going to say goodbye to them.
I started to feel sick and get them out of my head.
But they came right back.

So I thought..

Maybe it's easier..
Maybe things get better..
Maybe he was right about..
well, everything.
I can heal.
I can feel.
I can tell what's fake and what's real.
I've thought about this..
I thought about giving up.
I thought about trying.
I thought about the truth.
I thought about the lying.
I thought about you and me.
and I don't wanna stop because
I know that the thoughts will..
come right back.

So I think..

Love.
Forever.
You.
And.
Me..
Could it be?
It can.
It will.
You swear?
I promise...
Reassuring kisses followed his truthful words.

So I believe..

In love.
In hopes.
In myself.
In my dreams.
In the impossible and the possible..
and everything in between.
Thank you for your love.
Thank you for your heart.
Thank you for this place in your life that I get to take part.
I will fight.
I will drown.
I will run.
I will fall down.
But you will always come right back.

P&S..
I love you.