Invisible me

How I'm feeling at the moment

Does any one ever see me?
Am I truly here?
Does any one ever see the real me?
I put up such a face, that I don't even know where it ends and the real me begins.
I try to be true to my self, but it never seems to happen.
How can I expect some one to truly "see" me, if I can't "truly" see my self?
Why do I have the need to be every thing that every one else needs, but cant ever seem to be what I "need to be"
Why can't I see my own worth?
Why do I tie my worth up in what every one else sees?
will I ever see the "real" me, or am i lost to this disrepair?
Am I lost to love, or will some one truly care.......