Zerophilia(ch. 01)

I got this idea when I caught the movie(behind the title) on one night. I guess you could call these characters more advanced or more damaged within the DNA. Either way transformation is at will moreso than when horny. I need to think of a better way of doing that, like how CarDomain sez "after the jump."

  Can you figure what I'm having, doctor? Asked Follie all confused as this is the fourth ultrasound she's had where the doctor gives her the same answer, I don't know, one day it's a boy and the next it appears to be a girl. I'm at a loss for words. Push! said the nurse. Aaaauuuunnnnngggah!!!!! Follie screamed. Ahh you have a beautifull baby boy. Funny how we just had to wait till he came out to see. Said the Doctor with a sigh of relief. I guess we can get rd of all that girlly shit huh? Said Peany, her husband. Let's name him Jax, he continued. I thought you had a son, Follie? Asked Martha. I do, what kinda question is that? Asked Follie. Well then who's little girl is this in the playpen? Asked Penny from the living room. What little girl!? Wait a minute, Jax i-... aaiiiiieeeee! Screamed Follie.

  Thats my life in one paragraph, sorta. Well some stuff to pay attention to anyway. It was hard to control myself especially when my mama draged me to all sorts of doctors from pediatricians, phyciatrist and even a biologist. I had my  fifteen minutes of fame and had all sortsa medication shoved down my throat. Funny thing is, I didn't know why. I guess they were afraid I'd want to be myself. I thought I was perfectly normal. No one who knew or probably didn't know, would tell me why I was taking it. I was just supossed to take it. In middel school, I decided not to take it. I found out I would get these strange feelings when I would look at or talk to certain guys. the same feelings I had when I talked to girls. I did a bit of research and learned  about the lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender or LGBT for short " world" so to speak. I looked at everything from PFLAG to porn. I descovered the downsides pretty quick, all the hatred and whatnot. Either way, I kinda considered myself bisexual but decided to keep it to myself and only let family know. Not my family, I mean the LGBT family. Then something wierd happened when I was watching some porn. I was jacking off and my penis dissapeared. I thought I was just loosing my erection but it kinda kept going in. It started to hurt, my nuts started to draw in. I got scared and tried to dig for them so to speak. I couldn't feel for them but I couldn't stop, i started to feel this euphoria as I was feeling myself. My body shook, I started going faster. I moaned in to an alto like scream. I just had the most wonderful orgasim.

  I ran into the bathroom to inspect myself in the mirror. I thought I was sweating but my head was dry. Then I saw a drop of milk come outta one of my nipples. I squeezed it and more squirted out, it hurt. They leaked more, I couldn't stop them. I pinched my nipples to strop the flow and I got engurged, my breats swelled up to a painfull C cup. IT didn't hurt as much after that except my nipples seeing as I was pinching them and they got bigger between my fingers, ouch. As a middle school aged boy I was fascinated with breast, so you could understand my excitment when I had my own. I ran to my room and noticed the wikipedia page for hermaphrodites was loaded. I didn't read anything remotely similar to what was happening to me. I got scared. I don't know what is going on with me. Was all of that medication doing this to me? What would my parents say? I just went up two cup sizes, I can't hid these things. My voice is lighter, fuck I'm waiting for my hair to grow. My bodies goin haywire and all I can do is cry into my pillow.