I love you

I look at that picture everyday even though I look terrible. Just having happiness caught in the moment helps ease the pain. I miss you. we talk some but its always the same subject. You say you want it to last forever, but honestly I think you will get bored and we will take a break, and then you may not come back. Thats why trusting you is so hard, anybody would be lucky to have you and im considering letting you go and see the world for what it is. I know you would hate me for it, but i cant live happily until i know for sure that im yours. Last year you said you liked some girl and you guys went to see a movie.So then all of a sudden you see me and forget all about her. You see her at school and you expect me to trust you? I cant trust you. Im sorry.