Break Up

I was talking about you and i never forgot your name,
in till that small night in my house you became sad and i did'nt understand,
you told me how you felt and i agreed with your honesty and i remember the words you said never going to work with you and me,

i stared at you blankly with no dout we were over,
i shared my tears with my pillows as i slept that night in fear of you not being there.
Waking up that morning seeing no message or phone call apear i start to think what could of happend if you were still near,
the days go by
were i share my thoughts with my friends what happend that night it keeps coming back to me and its giving me a fright. I try to get over what you
said and what you ment but its still there in my head. I look over at guys in the mall or in the street saying i'm free but still you pop in my head,
i sometimes wish we wern't so close and maybe you could of just been a memorie and not a gohst. Are good days follow me around and i find
my self thinking at what we had done or found, i cant really spot the bad times beacuse they are so fuzzy in my mind, i never did like to remember
the bad times just the good with in its self, i dont love you anymore.. and for me its so hard to say. But now you speak to me like we never broke up
that night, you still feel sad and i am still worried and feel bad, i thought i had done something wrong, but you say sorry and you move on.