Betrayed By The Trusted

You didn't get the fact that I couldn't go on
You pushed me too hard
And I just couldn't get up
So you told me to leave
And like the puppet I am
I did what you said
Just like I always do

Inability to breath
Suffering from the heat
I need something to ease
This pain that I can't beat

I looked up to you
And you threw me down
I wish I could have kept up
Instead of seeing the dissapointment in your eyes
I left with my pride
And that's what I regret most
You must look at me in disgust
With all my failures and distrust

I looked in your eyes
And all I saw was shame
I knew what you thought
I embarrassed our name

The pain and regret was enough
But then he threw in humiliation
EVERYONE LAUGHED
Except the one hurt puppet
Once you left, his wall was gone
Broke down in a chair
Trying his hardest not to cry
Couldn't hold it in
Hiding it as I wipe my eyes dry

Looking in the mirror
All I can see
Is one sad red faced,
Bloodshot Failure