Think and Be Me

As I sit here in this chair I think back to when it started
And I think back to when it was perfect.
No problems to solve and no solutions to recover.
How wonderful life seemed, a paradise.

However, nothing lasts forever
And now I sit here confused.
How could you, my Love, say such things?
How could you feel such things?
Why don't you stop for a moment
And think.
Think about how my person is,
How I am.

For once, imagine my way of being
And pretend it is your way.
Pretend you are not you,
But me.

Listen to your words and how they fill me with pain,
How each sound stabs my heart deeper every time.
Yet, notice how I cannot come to terms to be angered.
It is just impossible.

Please, before I break, think-
Think and imagine how i feel.
I know I may cause you to hurt,
I do not purposely do it.
I know I say things that bother some,
But unintentionally.
I know my mind lives in fantasy,
It does not mean i am naive.

However, does that give you the right to act as if I was unfaithful,
As if I sinned?
I think not.

Right here,
I swear to you
I have not sinned
And I have not done wrong.
For I am human as you are too.
Humans are not creatures of perfection
And neither am I, my Love.

So think about my point of view,
About my side of the story.
Do not assume without evidence.
Judgement will cause great harm I never wish to befall on you.

I beg you, my Love, to think,
To not be you for once,
But me.