watching leaves fall

with a stick in my hand as i walk down the side walk and the sound of clanking from the fence, keeping my thought on what just happen, just before i took my journey, walking to no where, all the time in the world just to be me, no worries of going back , as i get further from the building i see what life is as others pass me, being that little boy in me and following the candy trail, reliving what i saw as a child,,,, i remembered i wasn't alone, with a breeze whipping around me and still following the path that i`m on,,, a miracle in each step that i`m taking, i feel a love in me that brings tears in my eyes and laughing with joy,,,, as i came to that tree, sitting alone holding my own hand and watching the leaves fall from above, viewing how silent they land next to me, touching the life that was once lived, giving my energy to prolong its beauty to breath in its life it had became,, for what is real to others,, with my hands up as the leaves skim across my skin,,,again i bow down and think,,,,, i have everything that i could ever ask for, there's love in everyday i`m awake and as i sleep,, i have respect from others , i have the joy of many friends, i`m a father of four children who are beside my wonder,, i have seen others in their last day`s to smile with them,, i have spoken to one`s in different parts of this world ,, i have left a reason for others to believe in themselves and ,,,,,, i have met my angel,,,,, covered by the leaves from the tree above my sense of living is greater then what i was told,,,, i see more now then i`ve seen through over the years,, i`ve learned that i can except anything what comes my way and with what was said before my journey,,, it`s still a beautiful day with a smile that i do ,, gathering the falling leaves to hold in my hands i know they will involve in a greater life as they disappear into the ground, from where they came from a simple tree that dropped tears for me to touch,,,, for new life to begin in the spring,,, an honest feeling of what i see from watching the leaves fall,,, i have seen what my true life is for me,