why you do the things you do.

Mum i can smell that horrible smell again, and yet again its coming from the bath room. always happens when she's here. She is my sister as a matter of fact. She's doing it again mum why does she do that to herself? she can't even see what its doing to us all. thats part of being a junki i spose. watching someone very close to you become so thin were you can see there ribs, their teeth start to go brown and always having glassy eyes, pretty much looking like a right tramp. I mean it scares you a bit and makes you think alot, such as I'd hate to be that person. There is never no excuse for it and all you feel is complete depression sometimes. i've always known she was different though, like lieing about being sexualy abused by my fathers cousin. Now thats sick and that's only because again you want attention, bearing in mind i'd only ever seen him once, so what a lie. she later on admitted it was a lie, but seriously. just a draft for now :)