Attached

Silly of me to play your fool

To invest in you

To root for you

Living off your lies

Blind to my own mind

Steeady having faith in you

Steady dreaming a better you

Glossy eyes

Wet cheeks

The heart I carry now is so so weak

When I love

I love hard

My love is too forgiving

To be waivered

To be thrown in my face

To be replaced

Time after time

Day after day

I sit back and listen to what you have to say

Never were the tables turned

And you tried on my shoes

For just once

To sit back

To listen

To understand

Me and my thoughts

As to why I'm the way I am

Why I endure it all

Why I accept it all

Knowing you won't be there for the catch

But hoping you'll always have my back

But as I look into us

And view what's here

I only see one

And your not there

But were you ever?

Through the days and nights

The heartbreak and pain

The endless fights

From sunshine to rain

It seems you cut a rope a long time ago

But you did'nt even show

Just gave up hope

No sign

No clue

No hint

Nothing

It's time I open my eyes

It's time I stop fronting

I love you

I hate you

Then out again

But I quit

Game over

I don't want this again