the hidden parts

tip toe around the truth, never awake those words again.
what once was my everything has become a lie.
sleep tight forever as we never speak of amends.

I can't help the flaws you awoke in me.
My crippled hand cant grasp the truth.
I swore I'd never hate you, but here is a secret.......I lied.
So what can I do to erase those parts of you that I hid inside me.
They eat at me in silence,.

When did love become a slight of hand,...I will smile and pretend not to notice.
I KNOW ITS NOT REAL,.BUT I would DIE if I didnt pretend.
I caught you at your game, dont worry Ill never tell.
I will just lie to myself again.


Try to convey love as a game of chicken.
Two cars headed head on..who will make the first move.
We are headed for a crash ending.
Eyes focused, hearts beating. Pride overcomes rationale.