Pain song Hope Abandon

Incoherent stream of consciousness

Pain song Hope Abandon.

Empty my soul let me feel nothing once more

I need to make this stop

Full, pure, dark, just like before.

Give me drink, give me sin let me drink it in

Sorrow beating on me like a cop

I denounce my being, what makes you worth seeing?

Damn your issues and your feelings

Make me empty, make me pure.

Silence the whimpering noise

I can’t stand, no fucking stand down

Bleed, cry, die, renounce, suffer, choke, burn, drown.

Are these the things life begs of me and why I can’t break free?

Repress, squander, surrender, concede.