Walls between us

The walls that have built between us.

I wish I could just tear it all down and reach through to you.

Have you forgotten all the memories we made?

All the memories, laughter, talks and joy we shared?

Have you abandoned it all and left me here alone?



My heart yearns and aches to find you once again,

in the sea of people amongst the world.

I want to face every sunrise, sundown and obstacle with you.

We overcome so much to be together.

Was all of that a waste of time and work to you?



All the close friends we’ve lost in the process,

in the fight to be together, ignoring how others see us?

Now, we are blocked off from each other,

by this walls between us.



Have you seek resolution and given up on us?

Leaving me behind in the dust sitting here on this lonely windowsill?



Can you look out the window and still remember,

the moments we shared together, the sweetness there was?

Is there nothing more to this, between us,

other than loneliness and the feeling of confusion

and the two hearts that are broke apart?



Still I seek to be by your side,

hoping you will turn back and return to the person you once were.

Though, perhaps you cannot return to my side.

I wish you be happy wherever you are,

I will be sitting here remembering the memories,

flashbacks and sweetness there once was.



I have not changed, though confused at the thought you have.

Yet, you speak no words and only give me a cold shoulder.

I can do nothing but wonder what went wrong,

what happened for the sudden change in the weather,

between us, loneliness is all there is.



I, watch the changing seasons outside my window,

as I feel you changing as rapid as the seasons.

I don’t know what to do,

how to have you come back to where we were once.

I don’t know what else to do,

than feel alone and lonely here now.



Where is your heart, what is your mind thinking?

I ache to know so badly,

I wish to be there to shoulder off the weight upon your shoulders.

Yet, you refuse and try to make space between us with walls.

It only hurts me and my heart more by the day.



I want a straight answer, before these walls,

grow any thicker than they have.

I believe you owe me at least a nice speech.

I await for that day,

upon this lonely windowsill.



Watching as the seasons change outside,

As I raise my head and wonder if you are doing the same.

I want to break down this walls just to hear your voice again.



~Jae