A note I wrote about the complications of liking two girls at once. |
You may be wondering why This note is lying here Well I promise you I won't lie The truth needs to be heard by your own ear Before I tell you what this note is for A story I must first share A story containing secrets, mysteries and more A story that will effect you beyond compare This story begins long ago Almost a decade ago in fact A kid moves away from his home His friends are gone, his life barely intact He starts a new school New friends he tries to make While everyone he tries to fool But keeping his secret, a toll it takes They were best friends but not for long As his secret gets too much to bear As he tells a friend he doesn't realize his wrong After that day a friendship will tear The very next day it spreads like fire A couple of little words was all it took All it took to send him onto a pyre To his future again he could never look Other people are getting tortured too Just by being loosly cconnected to him He wishes for someone to tell all this too But the chances of that are very slim He wishes for someone to understand his loss His torment, his suffering, his troubles, his pain But most people couldn't give a toss He searches for answers but fails again and again Time goes by, life seems to pick up As he finds true life and light A new life he hopes not to stuff up And still he continues to fight Wisdom is gained throughout the years He gains new friends that won't go But as one fight lessens, another he fears Will be the end of him and not his foe In his mind and spirit a war is being fought A battle to choose A battle against a spirit of a devilish sort He must decide between two he doesn't want to lose Two girls who reach into his very soul In different ways The torture he feels is as black as coal He knows this is not a phase One is like the flowers in the field Her beauty is soft yet slient and firm Her hair is like sunlight pealed Her soul is one for which he yearns The other is like an owl Her intelligence is a wonder Her creativivty and humour is so.......wow! Her beauty is like a cool, starlit night that is not asunder So now we've come to the reason for this note It's to tell you of my feelings and To see if you can help me to at least float In a world where I can't even stand I know that you're going through some things But I also know I can help you Your voice isn't the only thing that to me sings Give me a chance to prove to you God has given me many little abilities Things that can help people through strife These things are like little keys Keys that can open up your life Let me show you the real me Let me get to know you are You won't regret it trust me I'll be waiting, always, for an answer on far |