A Starkissed Sunlight Life

I lead an ever changing life,
and I've given the innocent,
their first kiss
I've heard
the mockingbird sing.
My life is a tango...
to a salsa beat.
I'm constantly moving.
I had a love go bad,
a heart get broken,
and I thought I was dying.
I've sunk to my knees in tears,
but I will never give in.
My child years were as simple
as finding a needle in a hay stack.
My heart is chaotic.
I thought I was seeing
when my eyes were closed.
I'm looking for the almighty
whom I've met before.
I wish I could remember her promise of
'we will meet once more.'
I got caught with my head in my hands
when my life was moving forward.
I know that,
I dont know anything at all.
I hate how much I still love her
I wish I knew,
how I lost my sight,
how my eyes became blind.
Because at sixteen,
I have seen nothing