Emotions

I wish I could feel your joy.
I wish I could feel hope.
But those feelings aren't real.
All I feel is pain.
Sometimes, it makes me go insane.
All I feel is sorrow.
Like, can I survive until tomorrow?
Somehow I am able to.
But I wish I could feel like you.
I wish I could feel joy and hope.
But all I seem capable of doing is to mope.
Sometimes I just feel so lost,
And I ask 'Do I really want to be found?'
But someday I will feel joy
And I will feel hope.
Until that day, I'll only feel pain and sorrow.
But when I find my love, I won't feel pain,
And I won't feel sorrow.
But until that day, I feel only pain and sorrow.