i guess it doesn't matter

You called me up
And we talked for hours
Of how you were doing
And I guess it doesn’t matter
That we do this each night
And I’ve never heard you ask me
How I was
And I guess it doesn’t matter
As long as I make you better
As long as you don’t cry
I guess it doesn’t matter
As long as you’re all right
And you write me letters
Saying all the things you need to say
And I read them and respond
Get them to you the next day
But I’ve never written you
And I guess it doesn’t matter
What I have to say
As long as I make you better
It’s all ok
And you tell me if only
Or what if
That you love me but
Something’s always in the way
And you’re scared I’ll leave you
That you’ll do something wrong
I guess it doesn’t matter
That’s what you’ve been doing all along
I guess it doesn’t matter
As long as you’re all right
I guess it doesn’t matter
Until I don’t pick up one night.