My True Colors

Here I am.
You wanted to know.
So I'll tell you.
This is who I am.
My heart is black and hard.
My eyes the color of betrayal.
I am a tornado of the disaster you created.
You blamed me for the way I am.
But look around.
Your the only one here.
Stuck with me.
This is what you created.
Are you happy now!
I trust very few because you.
You lied and now I know I was nothing more than a pawn.
A pawn on your chess bored.
I feel worthless because
Because of You!
You never said good job.
Everything I did just wasn't good enough.
Now you know what really hurts me.
Do you really want to know.
What I think is the worst is knowing
Knowing I wasn't worth your time.
I wasn't worth the truth.
I was not worth that one minute of your time.
You could of called.
You could of told me about the others.
Now you see you see my true colors.
I am not the one you called daughter.
You are not my father.
Your nothing to me.
So get used to this new person.
The one you created.
Just for the record it's because of the disaster and lies.
That I am who I am.
And when the time comes to testify.
When push comes to shove.
Be ready because I'm not soft and weak like before.
I'm strong and ready to fight.