Halloween Ballad

Have you ever had that feeling
deep inside yourself
that somehow your soul is leaving
and you know he can tell
he laughs in your face and you wonder
why he feels nothing
you put your whole heart into the relationship
and he just lets it golike it didn't matter
you feel betrayed, hurt, unimportant
you can't trust, hear, accept, feel
mostly feel
there is nothing
numb
its taking over your heart, body, soul
you just sit and cry
you can't breath or
sleep
no sleep allowed
you hope
silently sit there
hoping
when you do sleep, you won't wake up
you have cuts on
arms and legs
invisible by all
except yourself
you know whats hurting you
you don't want to tell
what actually happened that night
that one faithful night
halloween
when things were supposed to be perfect
the bruises are still there
again
invisible by all
except yourself
you know deep inside yourself
but you are confused
you still want him
your lost
deep in your emotions
you can't tell love from hate
which hurts
stabs
murders
until you are left only with
numb