Sweet Misery

the pain, it hurts, to love you this much
I kill myself everytime
I try and try and now I cry
Wondering why wondering why...

I did my best I hoped it would last
But seem you walk away from me.
Is it a test? I must confess...
The grief is blinding me I cant see

I did no wrong and I am strong
Still my world is you

I cant pretend , you must understand
Yes i still love you

Would you walk away from me?
Do you need another one?
Is my light long gone?
Wont you call me your friend?

Can you tell me how to do it?
How to say hard things so soft?
I can bear the thought of losing you...
But... do I have you now?

I want to close my eyes and see it all gone
I want to close my eyes and see your smile
I want to close my eyes and hear you love me
Or ...
I want to close my eyes forever.

Why am I not enough?
Is it because of the game I refuse to play?
What is it that you dont say...
Why are you losing me again?

Behind my tears I try to see
If you are thinking of me
If you are holding me in your thoughs
If you are saying im sorry...
and if you listen to my heart saying
Is not your fault.

Its a sweet misery sometimes
And I feel the sun is dark
Now I wait here to die...
Or to be brought back to life with your kiss.

Make me live again
Make be believe again
That im the only one you need...
Tell me that true love is your creed
Kiss me and wipe my tears away
Take away this terrible fears
Hold me close and gentle once again
Cos thats the only thing who can ...
take away... this pain...