this is about my school life and how others treat me. |
I’m right next to you, So why do you never see me? Are you truly that blind to my feelings? Am I nothing more than a shadow to you? Do I even matter to you? Do you even care about me? You know what- I’m just going to say this to your face, I’m standing right here- Right behind your back. I’m right here. I hear what you say. Don’t act dumb, Word gets around. Those things you say- You may think I never hear them- You’d be surprised how fast word travels. Why do you judge me so- When you don’t even truly know me? Have I done anything worthy of this? Why am I always the invisible one? You say I’m not invisible, You try to make me feel better, I know those words are false. I know the things you say- The things you say when you think I’m not looking. You call me a freak. You call me a dork. Yeah, I know what you say- Don’t act innocent. To you I’m one of two things- I’m either invisible or simply a freak without feelings- Not worthy of praise. I hate it when you act like I can’t add up to what you can. The way anything you do I half to do twice as good- To be considered half as good. Well you know what? I’m sick and tired of it. In junior high cruelty might put you on top- But in reality you need more than attitude to get by. One of these days you’re going to wake up- And you’ll regret this. One of these days- You’ll wake up to reality. If you were the cruel one you can’t handle true cruelness. What if I were to do the same? How would you react? Would you dismiss it? What if I said ‘just joking’- Would that make you feel better? You say ‘I’m sorry’ You think you understand. You don’t- You don’t know what it’s like to live every day- Every day under this cruelness- Live under it and pretend it doesn’t hurt you. Don’t say you do- That would just be another lie! I’m right next to you- So why do you never see me? |