I gave up

                                          I gave up

I gave up little precious one
A child giving a child up-to what for what?

Not a day goes by you are not on my mind: 
your eyes
your hair
your warm breathe.

The battle for you not to be won-a fight so unfair you never had a chance
to be born

Never to be held
Never to be kissed
I gave up!

I ponder the thought did I give up too soon?
What would my life be if I would had not given up?
I gave up!

I feel you in my heart and soul
I long fo you everyday
I mourn the loss of such a gift you would of been-another child to love
and feel your love back-
I gave up!

I am sure there is a sacred place in heaven for all the baby's whos moms gave up

Until that day comes I'll wait the long wait, to see you in this special place

I will know you right when I see you

I am sorry I gave up!