Existence

Existence.....The period during which someone or something exists.

I have actually believed that I have had an outstanding form of this.
hhmmm the more I learn the more I see.

One day in my mind I was pondering myself and my selfless (according to the book of direction) acts. What is right and wrong? I have a book that gives me direction yes but at the same times confuses me.

What is the difference between mind and spirit? I am taught that your mind is your will and emotions and your spirit directs them....true. The goal is to get your mind in the right direction of what you believe to be good direction. So why is it that what my mind says is good really isn't according to my book of direction?

The creativity of my existence is amazingly outstanding but when I think about engaging in parts of this existence....I read that I am not allowed. quite the situation huh.

Which is the good and which is not when I have been recreated? So the goal is to do what is good and pleaseing in the right direction. Surrender is the most challenging obstacle isn't it. Surrendering to the good that one's direction declair's.

What happens when I surrender to my existence until I am completely without existence? Do I understand why I have been given the ability to exist in certain places...nope.

The challenge is for my new existence to surrender to the good direction and not the direction of my orignal existence. The challenge is to surrender to the existence of good direction. My strength or ability to do so lies with my spirit. This is on all situations. My mind simply surrenders to which ever is stronger. The old good or the new.

Does my existence love my existence? ABSOLUTELY!!!! Then why is it that I am not to surrender to it? Does the orignator of my existence love my existence or am I to ignorant to understand how it would be possible? Embrace the existence while it is ever so changing for the good direction. The whole time. As long as this new existence keeps trys to clone itself after the good direction. Never give up on the origionator and it will never give up on the current existence.

UNCONDITIONAL EXISTENCE hhhmmmm. As this was the journey in my mind today. signing out.....existence