Agonies of a Wanna be Writer

Agonies of a Wanna be Writer

This will be my first ever written post that can be viewed by public. Hope YOU will like it. Here it goes...

         Can I really write?!
         I can't help but to feel interested whenever I encounter topics about writing. Actually,I want to because I know I can. Well,there are times that ideas kept coming and coming. I just really can't find that COURAGE inside me. I know have it but questions like, What if no one could appreciate my writings?.What if they won't like my work?,How will I start it? and the never ending HOWS and BUTS within me. Stuffs like that make me think of the possible things that could happen.

         Echoes of hopes and excitement fills my heart whenever I started scribbling and writing nothing. Words in my head just kept ringing and ringing. Its as if asking if I can put colors on an empty canvass.
         
         Writing classes back in college always feel like a new challenge to me. A kind of test where I am the only one involved. Tests of self-trust keeps haunting me every time I start to make my own masterpiece. However,finished works gives a sense of accomplishment. A kind of prize where only me  can feel. Pieces of encouragement from others made my ego raise an inch higher. 

         Are these things are my much awaited proofs to pursue my writing career? Are these signs that I have been looking for? Well,what do you think?!